To My Late Husband,
I am sorry I wasn't with you when you died. I don't know how this happened. I wish I could have been there. I would have been afraid, but at least I would have known what happened. I can never tell you how much you meant to me or how much I love you. You were my protection, anchor and my life. I feel so hollow and meaningless without you.
You were so good to me and everyone else. I can't stand to think of your pain and fear during the final minutes of your life. My life feels so empty and alone because no one understands how awful this feels.
To carry on your name, I started a fund in your sweet soul. You did not know how much I depended upon you. I wish I could have done more to stop this from happening. I am still trying to find out what happened and would give anything to spend more time with you. I miss you deeply and want you to be with me. Also, I am not celebrating the holidays without you. You are still everything to me. I am so incomplete with you,
Where are you? Why did you go away and leave me weeping? You knew that it would not be possible for me to live without you. I think you never understood my love for you. How could you do this to me? With all of your promises, how could you just break them, forget them and leave me all alone in this huge world?
I know you are near because I can feel your presence. I know that you talk to me; but I cannot see you or hear your voice. Why did you break my heart? Why did you leave me and go away so soon? Why did you come into my life? Tell me why Nilesh. Please give me signs that you are near. Please let me know that you still love me and give me a message. I Love and miss you so much. Do you miss me? Please give me a sign that you are able to hear me.
Lots and lots of luv, Your Jaan Divya
I Love you so much and am incomplete without you. It has been difficult for me to live without you because every second without you is like a burden.
I don't know how to live without you. You were everything to me and my life has become a hell without you. But I am sure you love me even more today than before. I want to speak to you. I know you can read all of my feelings and thoughts. I know it must not be easy for you without me and your family. I want a sign from you that you can see and hear me.
I want to feel your presence. Please give me a sign that you are with me now and always will be. Although we exist on two different planes, love knows no boundaries. Not only do you have to prove this to me, but to the entire world. I am sure that you will put much effort into this. I love and miss you and will wait for a sign of your strong prescence. Take Care and remember that I am waiting for you on the third plane.
Love u Jaan
You never said you were leaving
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knew why.
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart you hold a place,
That nobody could ever fill.
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home
I miss you and your beautiful smile
And you should know you're worth my while
You went away so soon
You released like a balloon
If tears could build a stairway,
And memories a lane,
I'd walk right up to Heaven
And bring you back again
I'll ring you back again
Luv you so much
miss u so much
I can't live without you
Muwah muwah muwah
Bye and Take care,
your Jaan Divya
I eagerly await your return to take me home with you. I always thought we would grow old together. Unfortunately, you died in the autumn of our lives. I love you and whisper a prayer every night as I find your bright and shining face in the stars.
I am waiting. Please come soon. The kids and grandkids are all grown now. I love you more today, more today than yesterday, but less than I will tomorrow. Sweet dreams my darling.You will be in my heart forever.
Your wife...Darcella (Mrs. Michael Maul)
You left nearly four years ago. Every day has been a trial and a blessing. Our son is growing up so fast. He will soon be ready for preschool! Imagine that. It has been a long trip— a trip I wanted to take with you, but now the kids and I must take it alone. I spend each and every day keeping myself busy and yet I still miss you.
It seems like just a minute ago that we were talking and making plans, but I know it has been longer. I can close my eyes and still hear your voice, smell your scent, feel the touch of your hand on mine, and feel your kiss on my cheek. I love you and I always will.
Love from your Angel Baby, Sharon
Tepa Marron Chamilou,
Although you are gone, you are still in our hearts. As each day passes, we remember you as always being a loving and caring father to your six children. You were also a loving husband to me. We will always miss you.We are still together as a family. You left us on August 9, 2006. This week will mark the sixth year you have been away from us.
I know that someday we will meet again; but only God the father knows when. Maggie has two boys. She named one after you and the other after your brother James. The elder boy is Jackson Tepa Marron and the second son was named James Yip Marron. Tepa’s village name is Pokarop.
Junior’s son is Sameal Pul—your village name. Darryl has four children: Shadrach from Sil and three from Alaus’s daughter. I wish you were here to see Asap and Aiwa. They are both big kids. I pray that you receive this message. It’s from every one of us. When you receive it, confirm it to me. With tears and a broken heart, I am still at Ensisi. I miss you so much.
Your wife, Cathy Tepa
James Joseph Flynn II,
I miss you a lot and still think about you every now and then. You have helped me on this journey. You became too tired in the end and I helped you the best I could. I am so glad you came into my life.
Love, Hong To
It has been a year and three months today that you left. I miss you and sometimes feel that I cannot stand it anymore. I am blessed with Anis and Nicolas—my life and the most precious gift Jarjoura and God have given to me. You will always be in my heart until we meet again. Life has lost its taste.
I miss you so much. I am going to church alone. While there, I can feel your presence beside me praising the Lord and your beloved mother Mary. I know she is taking care of you.Wherever you are, bless the children and be their guardian angel. I need your spiritual support. Without it, I cannot continue.
I promise I will remain strong and continue the journey until the boys can depend on themselves. I will make you proud of them. We miss you and love you. Until we meet again, you will always be in my heart and soul.
Love, Grace Abou Mrad
It has been seven years since your passing and it still doesn’t make sense. This is the time we looked forward to after raising our great children. You have missed out on so much. But we still include you in our celebrations. We love and miss you so much! I wish you were still here.
Hugo, I have written you another letter because it comforts me. But my heart aches no matter what I do. The days are so lonely, and I miss you, your beautiful smile and everything about you. I am trying to move on without you, but I don’t know if I can continue much longer. The separation is too much to bear.
You were my life. When you took your last breath on July 29, 2012, a part of me also died. Until we are reunited, I will always be sad, miserable and lonely for you. I pray that you are not in pain and that you are with my parents—Antonette and John. They both loved and respected you like a son.
I am so proud of you. Even while I sleep, you are always in my heart. Please wait for me with open arms. I long for your touch, your embrace, your kiss and to hear you say that you love and missed me. Until we meet again, I am forever your wife; just like our wedding song, “Til—‘til the river flows upstream, ‘til lovers cease to dream, ‘til then I am yours.”
With affection and kisses, Elisa (Babe)